Thank you, Sir, giving me a high quality dressing down.
When I was sixteen, and in real pubertal trouble on several levels, my physical education teacher took me aside and talked to me: "What do you want, Christoph? Do you really want to be less intelligent, less sensitive? Do you think that would enrich your life? The only thing you have in mind is, that it would make your life in a way easier."
He was right. When I listen to a Violin Solo Sonata by J.S. Bach, all my senses as open as a big parachute, I experience every second so intense that I am grateful that I am how I am.